I need to have a goal in my life. A simple and tiny ones, but those that will bring big impact to me :D (oh well at least to me) Well dear December, you have come to the end. Almost end. 2012, please be good to me. Here are my to dos and I shall complete everything by 31st December xoxo

1. (Study) Wake up early *no sleep after Subuh* and revision at least 1 hour 
2. (Lifestyles) Go one new place - new to me. hehe
3. (Lifestyles) Make new friends
4. (Blog) Write a post about where I have been for the few months
5. (Health) Exercise
6. (Good Deed ) Donate $** to a masjid

She and Her Heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=3k75QdqW9Yk

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall. I scared to fall in love because I know at the end of the day, I'm gonna be the one who'll be left outside alone. Sometimes love comes around and knock you down. Oh my, what am I mumbling? STOP. Okay, here goes. After watching this video, how I wish the same thing will happen to me. I have figured out a few ways and finally I came to the conclusion that I need to have in my life. I want to be a happier person :D All my doubt suddenly goes away. Hey love, I don't know who you are, where you come from and I don't even know your background. I don't mind waiting for you (my true love). And all along I believed I will find you someday: ) All I need is to pray hard.

I have died everyday waiting for you,
Darling, don't afraid I have loved you,
I have loved you for thousand years,
I love you for a thousand more <3

# I want someone who can understand me more than I can understand them

KPTM

Maaaaaaan ~ it ain't easy for me to keep my 'consistency' here
As much as I want to keep my post rolling
I am aware that I got limited time and energy
I dance, I love reading novel (once in a while :p)
I am a daughter, I am a friend, I am alien on foreign land.
BUT most of all, I am bloody HR student !
This is my college if you ask me
Located in Cheras, Kuala Lumpur
I'm preparing for my next sem- part 2. InsyaAllah hope dekan lagi for next sem : )

If Only you'll understand ME

When NurulNabilah is quiet, millions things are running in her mind. When she is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When she looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around (?). When she answer "i'm fine" AFTER a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When she stares at you, she is wondering why are you lying. When she calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When she sms's you everyday, she wants you to reply her at least once. When she says I love you, she MEAN it. When she says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When she says 'i miss you', no one in this world can miss you more than her... :')

#yourstruly, NurulNabilah <3

Penghujung Cintaku :')

Tak mungkin berlakunya kecurangan, andainya hatimu seperti hatiku....

Jika kamu menangis kerana lelaki, berhenti dan cuba fikir kembali, adakah sebenarnya Dia yang kamu cari atau cintanya? Adakah yang bertapak di hatimu betul-betul cinta sejati atau hanya kerana dia keluarkan kata-kata manis? Benda manis pun ada tarikh luputnya tahu? Adakah insan seperti ini yang kamu rasa boleh memimpin kamu kelak? Boleh pandu bahtera keluarga-mu ke arah redhanya? Boleh menyayangi kamu sepenuh hati, terima seadanya cacat celamu? Kesat air mata itu, sesungguhnya harga dirimu lebih penting, sesungguhnya harga air matamu lebih bernilai, lebih berharga jika dibazirkan untuk lelaki itu... Bersabarlah. Berhenti menangis berhenti berharap pada perkara yang belum pasti, yakin dengan ALLAH, orang yang baik adalah untuk orang yang baik-baik dan kamu layak untuk orang yang lebih baik.

<3 Aku tersenyum walaupun disakiti kerana aku kekasih ALLAH : )

But I can't anymore

Once upon a time I was falling in love but now I'm only falling apart. There's nothing I can do, just a total eclipse of the heart

Demi Allah, I should be more strong than usual. My heart actually tested me this time. Why now?! Why this time I have tested with this test? Ouch... my soul struggling to released from the grip of pain that seems impossible can be eased. It's hurt me... Tears have been accompany me the whole night. If I ask myself what is so wrong with me? Can you please answer me? If I ask, where you get me wrong? How much can you explain to me? I know I'm not good, more or less I tried to be perfect for the best I can do so that I could be complementary in your life. You wanted to go and said you would never ever come back. You said don't asked what is the reason, never asked you why, but accept with open heart that this is not our fate. Your simple words makes my heart hurt easily. As I touch my heart with prayers as I realized that I was not alone in facing these things. Every step you walked away, my heart was crying too and hoping you turn and come back to treat my pain but that's impossible :'(