Hello, I started another blog today. You're the one I wrote about, every night in my blog. Day by day, it's time for me to leave my family. I'm reluctant to leave mum staying alone at home. Aku dapat melihat kesedihan yang terpapar pada wajah mak setiap saat. Mum, I'm beggin you please be strong. This I promise you. Hey dad, I still remember you told me that you love me the most. I love youu too dad! You're my superhero. Along, I know what you've GONE through. They're jealous of you. Remember this, what goes around comes around. Biarlah Allah yang tentukan saja terhadap perbuatan mereka. Guys, I really HATE that fuckin' mamak. Sayangku adik Nazila, I hope you like what I've posted on your wall. I really mean it =D AND you Fatin, please take care of mum while I'm over there. Seriously people, this is the first time I'm gonna stay far apart with my family. Hope everything will go smoothly. I really hate to be ME. I'm a weak, though I always advice people to be strong. I'm too sensitive and my weakness is that I'm easy to cry :'( Ya Allah, thanks for everything. I used to seek friends whenever I have problem, but, I forgot that ... actually... Allah is enough for me. Syukur alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. Hey people, this may be the last time I wrote here cause after this I may be busy. Tc everyone. BYE BYE!
Love,
Nabilah :')
Saturday, June 18
It's tough to stay single in this world where everybody expects you to be with someone. but staying single is not about having no choice rather than opportunity to make intelligent choices
Starting today, I declare to give up all my love towards a man I loved. I just wanna be myself. Seriously, I begin to hate the things associated with love. For me, love is NOTHING! I'm not gonna talk about my EX anymore. This I promised myself. You guys are just the same *HEARTLESS* Hey EX, you know what really hurts me the most?! You make me believe that you love me but you really NEVER did! Even in my heart (when we're in relationship) , I see you are not being true to me. Quit playing games with my heart. You may feel nothing for me even I fell so much for you. Now, I really HATE you more than I love youuu!!! It's okay. Love, why do I love someone whose love wasn't mine? I'm tired of you. HAIHHHH!!! Thanks to your friend cause make the most stupid 'DATE' for me. He said he did all that just to know I love you or him. Just to test me, he said. Now, I just wanna focus fully on my studies and start a new life without love. I'll move on in life and says 'There are lots of other fish in the sea for me'. Sekarang ni, ampa semua boleh BLAHH dalam hidup aku! Get the hell outta my life!!! I'll be SINGLE FOREVER!
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