A Letter to Mum

Dear,
Mum
I'm proud of you because of your responsibilities as a mother with a perfect love that you gave me.I am soooo sorry for our argument this morning. I feel so stupid because I had a quarell for only a small thing. What I want is a little freedom from you. I tell you every single move that I do. I listen to what you say. Am I not good enough for you? I still remember I had to quit gymnastic classes when I was form 2. I was upset but I still follow your requirement. Mum,just wanna let you know I cried just now before going to work. I feel so bad for my stupid actions,ego and selfishness to you. I appreciate every single when you spend your time with me. Again, I'm sorry... ILY mum :(

Love,
Your Daughter

Borlesque Day :)

Music ON! Baby...Baby...Baby Ooo...Okay! Today everything runs smoothly. Breakfast at Old Town White Coffee after that went to Gurney,eat free Cornetto (it's sucks) and go for movie (Burlesque). This movie was Awesome. Two thumbs up! I met Ali at his working place and we were talking about our results. He told me his effort before and after STPM. For me,well-worth the result that he score because he told me he did not stop praying to Allah. Seriously,I was impressed with him. However,I will try to draw closer to  Allah little by little and continue to pray. I believe Allah always listen every single of my prayer. After watching movie I went back and once again I skipped for work today. Well,this is me when i'm not interested in that job. I'll do what I want/like and etc! I wonder how great if I could say 'I'm quit Supervisor!'

Life Is Complicated

I don't know why,but the last couple month,I've been spending a lot of time reflecting on the past,my old self...both sillier and smarter:somewhat more clear headed and a great deal more Jealous! So much driven and chafing my restraints. Haihh...

Dark Circle o.O

This morning I woke up and look at my face in the mirror. Dammit! dark circle. It's getting worse day by day. Please go away dark circle! :( i HATE you

Lost The Love I Love The Most

ILY but what could I do? I'm not able to control one's feelings. I realize not everyone that we love in our lives will love us back in the same way as we do. You runnin' around leaving me with scars! I love you the most. I don't doubt,you're not my first but for me you're my first. I don't know why I still have this feeling towards you. I miss our sweet moments together.God,please erase my feelings towards him because I was tired of this.

Today's Awesome :D

Nadiah,she's my friend! We used to laugh everytime when we meet. The best thing today was we play Teletubbies game at Mazzard counter. haha. My all time favourite tv show. Thanks Nadiah for colouring my life :) yeahhh! you ROCK,me SWEETIE. hahaha :D

Result!

I don't wanna talk about this. Sorry!

You're my Everything

Mum,
I'm happy to be with you. You always brighten my day with words of passion every day. It makes me more assertive in my daily life. You are the person whom can fill my bitter and sweetness. ILY mum :) same goes to you Abah :)
Love,
Your Daughter

Thank You Allah

Alhamdulillah...Finally,I was able to live normally.I guess I have not fully recovered but though I'm happy with my life right now! yeah...(very) Thank you Allah. Without you I am nothing.Amin...

Just For You

Dear,

Parents

I miss you guys so much! I was too busy until no time to spend time together.I wake up you both already go to work. I came home you two have been sleeping.Sighh!I really miss our sweet time and our family moments.Mum,thank you for the flight that you willing to pay for me and sis.I really appreciate it.One more thing,I always think of my STPM result.I can't get this out of my mind.I was too scared to face the result.Parents,believe in me.I will continue study no matter what.Thank you very much for all the kindness that you gave me all this while.I will NEVER forget.I love you guys so much! :)
 Love,

Your Daughter