Demi Allah, I should be more strong than usual. My heart actually tested me this time. Why now?! Why this time I have tested with this test? Ouch... my soul struggling to released from the grip of pain that seems impossible can be eased. It's hurt me... Tears have been accompany me the whole night. If I ask myself what is so wrong with me? Can you please answer me? If I ask, where you get me wrong? How much can you explain to me? I know I'm not good, more or less I tried to be perfect for the best I can do so that I could be complementary in your life. You wanted to go and said you would never ever come back. You said don't asked what is the reason, never asked you why, but accept with open heart that this is not our fate. Your simple words makes my heart hurt easily. As I touch my heart with prayers as I realized that I was not alone in facing these things. Every step you walked away, my heart was crying too and hoping you turn and come back to treat my pain but that's impossible :'(
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