Only Time

None of you made me feel the way you did. I was not expecting a call from Nadiah had apparently brought news about you. I feel glad you have asked about me. I was quite surprised and happy but despite that I'm mad at you. You left me with millions of disappointed in my heart. Currently,there is no one who can replace you. My life is complicated. I still thinking about you. I have to move on no matter what and I promise to myself I won't fall for boys anymore. You're the last person I love the most. You have been with me from the very first life;every time,every single thread in all of my lives. Who can say why my heart cries,when my love lies...
 who knows? Only time...:'(

My Loneliness Is Killing Me

When I think about the previous relationship that we shared,I decided to write in my blog about you. Boy,I want you to know something. My life is empty without you. I miss the way you're playing with my hair. I miss every single step of your action towards me. I tried to forget you but I'm not be able to. For your info,I have been in relationship with someone but my mind can't stop thinking of you. I missed the way you look into my eyes each time we met at school. I can't deny there was no one can treat me as you treat. I'm interested in how you tackle and it was different to me. I realize we have a misunderstanding when we couple.Although we have a problem I know you never have a quarell with me. Boy, I would tell you how much that I have missed you. I know we will never be together because we are in a different religion. You broke your promise and I'll through this pain all alone. Thank you for all you've done.