After what I went through last night, I decided to write in my blog because this is the best place for me to express my feelings. Everything goes wrong. Yesterday was a nightmare for me. He told me about his feelings towards me. Seriously people, I don't know what should I do. He is one of the kindest friend I have met in a long time. I remember when I broke up, he is a friend who always support me until now. I couldn't accept all this because I'm afraid that one day I may hurt your feeling. I hurt one of your friend feeling while ago and I don't want the same thing happen to you. Hey, you better hope that you are not alone. Promise you I will always be by your side. I appreciate every single thing that you did. We can't be together because we are in a different religion. I don't want to repeat the history of my life. You know that I have been in relationship with different religion and the most saddest part is that we broken up because of this. This is always happen when the two world drifted apart. I really hope you understand my feelings and situation at this moment. If our relationship is more than just a friend that will only ruin our friendship since last year. I'm not sure if you really liked me or not. But, I said above is true. Sorry for telling you this, I still love my EX. He is like my shadow, keep haunting me but never reachable. Trust me, someday you will find someone who is much better than me. I'm sorry for hurting you. I really hope we can be friend cause I don't wanna lose someone like you. I mean it.
Love,
BFF
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